Love

I love my family. Some times I really feel like they need me and I feel guilty for not being there. I wonder if any of them think things would be better with me there. So much changes while I'm away. They are growing up without me. Everytime someone makes a bad decision, or something goes wrong, I think if only I were there, it would be diffrent. I feel like i've lost my place in my family. I'm more of an outside idea of something they are proud of. But I used to be a flawed complete person with my own function inside our family unit, I had influence,served a purpose. I added to the balance.
Brian is ............ I feel like somehow he shares my heart. With all our diffrences and disagreements, we are somehow the same. We love the same.
Brian,
I'm proud of how well you love Gillian. Dont sell yourself short, If she's not good enough, be strong and wait for someone who deserves all the love you're giving. I love you so much. I'm sorry we dont talk enough. I'll change that. :)

Mom and guy,
Love is a deision. you both made the decision to love eachother, you made a promise. So, do it already!
I love and respect you both very much, therefore I have a responsibility to tell you your being stupid. Dont be so careless with eachother. Dont be selfish. Dont think of yourself, put the other person first. Stop complaining about what they dont do, dont look for reasons to be mad at eachother. Make an effort to see the good in eachother. Talk to eachother when your happy!! Comunicate, but not just when something is wrong.
Guy-open your mouth, and when she talks dont just hear, you need to really listen and DO something.
Mom- learn to listen more, stop repeating yourself, dont try to change him.
If either of you expect the other one to change, dont. Instead look at what parts of yourselves need work.
Love eachother. Love is an ACTION. You have to do it! It wont just be there. Dont be lazy. You used to have so much fun together. Remember before you had a house full of trouble making teenagers...............be romantic, start taking care of EACHOTHER again.
I love our family so very much we alll need to take better care of it.

Love is patient, love is kind.
It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud.
It is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs.
Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails.