A New Start

Well now I'm away from it all. I'm a little excited and kinda scared. I wonder if I'll ever see him again. I guess I thought I would get away and instantly I would forget everything. Well thats not the case. Even with the sun shining, I still miss him, I still worry for him I wanna know that he'll be alright. I wonder if he thinks about me. I wonder what he thinks about at all. I havent talked to Abby today either, I hope shes doing alright too.
For what ever it was that hurt him, and made him change his last entry I'm sorry, but the fact that his last entry had been taken out was comforting to me. When I read it, and he wrote so casually about staying at nicoles, I was Humiliated. I'm not sure how to explain what I felt. Enough about that.... no more tears.
I hope this really will be a new beginning for me.