The Tin-Man had it easy

Falling in Love is amazing. You find some one who seems to fill up all your empty spaces, makes your heart race. You wake up and think about them, every love song ever written is about them, your happier just cause you are near them. Who could want anything more than this?.
Then your heart breaks. Now what you wish for more than anything is to forget. You pretend it dosent matter, try to be tough. you dont need em, you'll be better off on your own any way. But it does matter, It matters soo much. Your not tough, your vunerable. Everything reminds you of them. No one is as good, or cute as them, no one fits you as well, no one knows how you work like they do. What if you never find some one else to be this passionate about. Maybe you could be a nun?! Wait! Nuns cant have kids, and you want to be a mom. Maybe you could be a nun at an orphanage, Thats almost like bein a mom, right?!?!?!?....Ok so you shouldnt be a nun.
So now what? Your chest sinks a little more, your face gets warm and your eyes start to burn. No!! Just stop thinking about it. Pray hard for something. Hold your breath. Try to hold it in. Dont cry. Hold your breath again. Think of anything else. Pray some more. Try to sleep as much as you can. Tommorrow will be better.