life

Life is good. Its like God opened my eyes to show me that there are a million wonderful things I can do. I've always had dreams of what I imagined were good ways to live my life. Now those things are within my reach. But can I have them all?
Love is work. I'm in love. It's scary to give someone every part of your self and then wait in faith as they learn what to do with it.
I miss my family. It's strange to only have to live for my self day to day. No one needs me to make dinner or do their hair or stop at the store on my way home. It seems wrong not to be needed. I miss being on the inside watching and helping them grow. Who will they be when I get to see them again? What will they have learned? How will they have changed? How diffrent will I seem to them?
I look forward to having a family of my own someday. The idea is that you would leave your family to get married and make a new family of your own, Right?! But what if you decide to save the world in between? Somethings missing.