doing it again

Crap! or in the recent words of my momma...Crap, crap, crap crap, crap! I woke up this morning and realized that I'm all jacked up again. I didnt intend it, but isnt that how it always happens?! I'm going along, doing well, praying, reading, living as best as I can....then I get.... comfortable, and distracted. Before I know it my bible is collecting dust and I've let my self slip, and I'm headed in the total wrong direction. And, why is it that when we need God the most, Its the hardest to talk to him?